Surgery has been really difficult for me lately, with low libido and great sensation coupled with some pretty off putting pain lately. There is a cycle of being okay and a return to irritation and soreness. Don't worry, working with my doctor of course on this, but it sucks that it's just another thing to add to an already stressful life. Whenever I hear that trans people are weak or somehow sub-standard in some way or another, one of the many examples contrary to this is how many of us go through such dramatic changes with our body which unfortunately involve a lot of physical pain. It something I had never expected that I would be able to overcome.